The sky is the color of a mango..the inside fleshy part

Today was my first day on mandatory closure, which I think I desperately needed and it was nice. Just like getting out of a shower after a long day of sun and sweat and a full belly of spaghetti. This is my current state and it is good.

I lounged around most the morning, doing none of the things I swore I would. Eventually I went running 4 miles. I showered, lounged around some more (mostly because I was doing a task, got distracted, and forgot the task I was doing).

I headed to the barn, where I lounged for a bit (a small bit) and then rode, a nice long trail on a horse that didn’t seem to understand the meaning of “move forward”. My legs snarked, “Maybe you shouldn’t have run 4 miles this morning.” I ignored them and we arrived back in time to clean off our horses (and ourselves), grab a bite to eat before heading to the ring to judge the pony camp. After that (which involves more manual labor than most judges do at shows), and after helping the kids get done their horses, and putting out horses, and scheduling my horses for the next week, I went home. 7 hours at a barn isn’t unreasonable, right?

Home offers me food, cleanliness and places where my feet can rest above my chest. It’s good.

I’ll probably be lacking internet for the next two days *weeps* but will be back to business once the work week starts. It will either prove very productive or very unproductive. Knowing me, it’ll be the latter. Although my apartment is cleaned enough to welcome a second love seat into my home. The only productive thing I’ve done all day. Yet. Hopefully more will come.

I’m craving Rita’s Water Ice right now. I’m not really dressed for it and it sucks to go alone. So no water ice. Just more of Lipton’s Diet Raspberry White Iced Tea*.

* Which is good, but not as good as Turkey Hill Diet Peach White Iced Tea. Perhaps just my preference of peaches.

it’s always been forever

I keep thinking, “It’s been forever since I updated my blog!” when in reality it’s never more than a week. I’ve just been busy, none of it terribly important, or news-worthy.

1. Cosplay is going well. Updates can be found on my Whimsy blog. I have one major thing I need to do, one major thing I may do and a few minor things I keep putting off. Plus buying super glue and tide pens.

2. Writing is going well. I’ve been spending much of my free time the past week writing. Thus the state of my dishes. But I’d rather be writing. Mmm, writing.

3. In fact, I was so busy writing Sunday that I forgot that I had to cook food for lunch this week. It’s cool, I had PBJ today and cooked the food for the rest of the week. Err, and may have been too busy writing to realize I overcooked it. Que sera, or something.

4. I may have decided on the topic for Nanowrimo. Of course it’s several months away, so I may change my mind. Actually, the odds are probably in favor of me changing my mind ^.^

5. If I’ve been ignoring you, or being vague and distracted, it’s because I’m probably thinking, “I could be writing now.” I do this probably twelve times an hour at work. Please don’t take offense. I just hit 30,000 words with my one story while the other X take hiatus. I’m sure they’ll get their chance to play too. But the vampire boys are taking over for the moment.

6. I’m pretty sure I’m forgetting something. But, HI EVERYBODY!!

Haven’t seen rain in forever…

Today’s dawn rose almost grayish-white, only to become a dark and foreboding gray as the hour passed. So dark that the lights on the street flickered back on to offer some guidance in the misery. It’s not really matching my mood, but it’s matching something…

Yesterday I was cosplay productive, which excited me greatly since my time spent on that has been (err) nonexistent. I downloaded a book on tape from my library and played it while working, which made the work factor more enjoyable, although I do enjoy the work (just not the time spent doing it, if that makes any sense). I now have pants and a jacket. I just need an eyepatch and straps. I can do it!

It’s begun pouring now. This seems like a passing spring storm type rain, but if thursday and friday taught me anything, it’s that the rain can keep falling like that for a while. Unlike those days, today we have the rumble of thunder. Who knows how long it will last.

And now lightning.

BTW, the book on tape I’m listening to is Wicked Lovely and rather enjoyable (it’s young adult fantasy). I find it amusing, since I was always an avid, fast reader, that I’ve become such an advocate for audio books (a more appropriate term). I think this is helped by the fact that I can DL books from my library without having to actually go there. The downside is that some (most) of the books seem to be WMA and cannot be converted to go on my ipod. Which makes me sad.

Should this be called an update?

I don’t know if I’ve done anything that could be considered particularly productive recently, but I haven’t been a shmuck either. And I just got done a really intense work out–one of those work outs where I look like I just got out of the shower. I’m gonna pay for it, but it was worth it. Plus I get pizza tonight!

To my brother: You may have noticed a certain chapter review didn’t happen. I read it, I did, but I figured I was busy and you were obviously busy, so it could wait. This reading thing should be enjoyable, not work. So, whenever.

~ BL

PS. I love you all!

Theory of Living (Okay, Not Really)

“Every day is a new beginning.”

I’m sure someone before me said that thing in quotes, but I don’t know who. Maybe I’m just really that inspired.

Aside from lacking internet this weekend, it was a very nice time. And when I got home on Sunday I moved my bedroom around, which I enjoyed way too much. I didn’t even move much, but I got a different feng shui thing going on now. I also started sketching again, and writing a new story, and working on my projects. Let’s here a happy “Go you!”

I know it’s only Tuesday, but I already know the next two weekends are going to lack BL-time. This weekend I have movie night with some friends, then saturday is riding, community day, then Kw-time. I’ll somehow wake myself up Sunday morning for mother’s day and head home. I should probably do something for mother’s day. Curses.

The next weekend is the Tom Curtin clinic, which involves leaving early Friday morning and not getting back until late Sunday. I’ll be bitchy on Monday, for certain, but I get a long weekend after that, so hopefully I’ll survive.

Ironically, nothing planned for the long weekend. I ❤ Memorial Day. Though I'm still in shock that it's May and soon it'll be June. (O.O) I was actually fairly certain I had something important to post here…but it seems I was mistaken.

This is not a Trick

I’m very happy for Wednesday this week.

Not only was my weekend full of people and doings, but then Monday I was home long enough to cook dinner, but then didn’t return until nearly 11, last night was better, I got home by 7:30 and then cooked something up for a lil party we’re having at work.

The reason for the party? To celebrate my one coworker not getting Mono and having to take off all that time. It’s also April 1st, so it seemed like a good day to do it. The party is limited to the four of us in editorial, but we’ll have yums and drinks and such. Good times all around. I think it’s nice just to break the monotony.

My writing has been unfocused lately and rather bland feeling. I’d rather not talk about it.

Today I don’t have anything outside of my home planned and I’m looking forward to cleaning, exercising and doing some much-needed editing. Yay for Wednesdays!

Where Does Time Go?

Really, I’ve nothing to say.

My exercise schedule improved this week, but yesterday instead of riding (per rain) or working out (per exhaustion) I watched Eight Below and Man in the Iron Mask simultaneously. In my defense, I was rather tired from this week, which involved me not being home most the time. And I had already gone grocery shopping.

I was cat-sitting this week for my friends who were in California, which meant I just stopped by their house twice this week to give the cat love and affection and companionship, while making sure it wasn’t dead. It wasn’t hard, although it was very hairy.

My current reading has stagnated. The Education of Little Tree pretty much stopped because it’s good, but not exciting, and I’m just not motivated for it. However, at a thrift store on Saturday I found a first printing of American Gods by Neil Gaiman (Okay, I’ll admit, this is my SECOND first printing copy…I think) and I started rereading that. Now that I’m taking my good ol’ time with it, I think I can appreciate it more. I really wish I’d done my senior thesis on that instead, but in the end, it doesn’t really matter, does it?

It’s that time of the year when there are no breaks in the future and every day I want to call out and just sleep, do nothing, or go to the barn. And yet I keep going to work, because I’d rather use my days off when it’s REALLY nice and there is lots of sunshine. Today would totally count for that, but even if it hadn’t rained last night, I know we are at least 1 person short at work, and we may be 2, depending if the other person is over her sick. So into work I go.

In other news: I’m no longer craving donuts 🙂

Sleep deprived and caffeinated

This has been an interesting week.

I had no problems coping with the time change Sunday. And yet, Sunday night I couldn’t fall asleep, and when I did I had the previously mentioned bad dreams and my hours sleeping were not restful.

The rest of the week was fine sleep-wise, but I never recooperated. So yesterday I took a half day and came home for a nap and to relax and rejuvenate. Last night I go to bed…and I’m wide awake. I nap all the time in the afternoon, it really shouldn’t have this effect on me. I stayed awake until 2:30, fell asleep, woke up at 3:30 having had a creepy dream, and then dozed until 6:30. To say the least, my plan backfired.

So now I feel about the same that I did on Monday, except it’s Friday, so more bearable. I’ll get through today, hopefully be exhausted and collapse at a reasonable hour tonight, and maybe my sleep cycle will kick back into gear.

I could really go for a nap right now, or another couple hours of sleep, but instead I’m going to dose up on tea (my zombie brain is saying “caffeine” in the way that zombies do) and hope I don’t over do it. Thankfully I don’t think I have too much to focus hard on at work, so if I get the jitters, I’ll just annoy myself.

Side note: I’m wearing my Carebear shirt to work today, per request. It sorta looks like this (in a broad stylistic not color or image way):

You say that I’m frozen

“Everything will slip away
Shattered pieces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain”

~ Within Temptation, “Frozen”

I finally hammered out the “battle scene” for my story. *huff* Not sure if it’s any good, but it’s done. And now we’re going to find out why Ms. Wilkins is so damn important 🙂

Otherwise, just really tired and not up to doing anything at the moment. *sigh*

Sitting before work

I’m sitting with my bowl of oatmeal before work, taking a deep breath and relaxing.

It’s going to be cold today, well, colder than other days, but this weekend is supposed to be beautiful and warm, which I’m really looking forward to.

I’m glad it’s Thursday, but I really wish it were Friday. Though compared to some weeks, it’s not too bad that it’s Thursday. I still have two more interviews to conduct for my article on the Wii’s use in “old folks homes”–I’m using that phrase only because it’s used in a wide variety of facilities. I’m finding them easy to do, but still nervous-making. One day I’ll be as confident as my coworkers–maybe :D.

Because I’m insanely busy this weekend (Friday: going to see Coraline, then hang out with friends; Saturday: Ride then go hang out with friends, shopping; Sunday: Ride and then maybe some deserved relaxation), I’m going grocery shopping tonight, which is odd to me, but the best time. But I’m trying to make miracles happen with pennies, so it’s always an adventure.